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28 years old
A Sagitarian
Married,with 2 hyperactive boys & a lil princess
Easy-going, affectionate
sometimes emotional,
determined, stubborn,
well-organised, procrastinator

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Friday, April 30, 2004

Finally friday is back again
Weekends have no meaning for me
It used to be the 2 days where I can rest
Or bring the kids out
But nowadays I have tuitions 24/7
No more looking forward to sat or sun
I dun even have time for myself

Can't wait for the exams to be over
Really
I'm very tired
And sick of the students' attitude
They juz dun bother
I believe I put in a lot of effort
In each n everyone of them
To revise n all
But they themselves dun even try
Like someone always remind me
It takes 2 hands to clap
Very true eh

I sometimes wunder how those full-time teachers feel
It is a very tough job
Being a teacher

One of my fren left for KL today
I'm turning green already
How I wish to be able to do that
This very moment
Juz pack my bag and go
Leave everything behind
Let the students survived on their own
How I wish I can be that irresponsible
Hehehe

Currently listening to The reason by Hoobastank
Currently feeling mentally exhausted

nuthin else matters... @ 7:23 PM ::

Thursday, April 29, 2004

I dreamt that I was born a chinese
Then got adopted into malay family
Hahahah
Ridiculous
Some dreams can be
I even have a birth cert
With my chinese name on it
Farnie~
Ppl always say that if you dreamt abt sumthing
You must have been thinking abt it
Mebbe a bit too much that you cont dreaming abt it
Not applicable to me in this case
Why do I want to be a chinese?
I'm happy with the way I am now

Meeting my old fren for a while
For lunch or coffee
B4 going for tuition today
Knew this girl when we went for 3 mths course at a JC together
The very first time I saw her in school
I juz dun like that look on her face
Smug
And also her uniform
Our so called rival school hehehe
But we happened to be the only easterners ard
Landed in a school in the west
So we juz click sumhow
And had the best 3 mths course anyone could have ever had
Lost contact when she left to go university

And now somehow
We got back in contact
And she's getting married
:))


nuthin else matters... @ 9:59 AM ::

Wednesday, April 28, 2004

I have 4 schools today
Early2 in the morning
While I'm still dreaming
The students irritate the hell out of me
They sing song, talk non-stop, dancing, skipping, fighting
Sitting on their tables, walking ard, throwing things...
(Imagine a scene of a notorious class fr boston public??...exactly)

1 malay boy asked me this..
Boy: Cher..u malay ah cher?
Me: Yeap
Boy: Then..u islam ah?
Me: Yalar (Abothen??!)
Boy: Oh..ic...I tot u negro
Me: *Smile* (#@$%^&*&%$@!!!!!!! GGGrrrrrrrr!!!)

Sigh...a real challenge for me la
These normal tech students...
I know la not everybody likes biology
But then again these kids dun seem to like anything man
They onli interested in talking, disturbing ppl, mess up the class
Summore the school's discipline very bad
Sigh dunno wat to say la..

Secondary school still never mind
In the afternoon..I went to a pri sch
Cannot take it
Noise level is atrocious
They got different kind of prob
Juz cant stop talking
Got to shout n scream
Threaten and stuffs
Then they keep quiet
FOR A WHILE
BARELY FOR A MINUTE
This is the very point where I lose my voice
Dah la my voice very kasar
Now lagi werst
Macam bapok seh
But now they very scared of me
I turn n stare oni
They keep quiet
Heheh good ar...
I punish one class by going back to their class
After we have come down to the 1st level
Their class is on the 4th level mind u
Not only my throat n heart aching
My feet too
But they deserved it for making so much noise
Second time round when we go down
They very quiet ah!
Hehehe padan muka....
Me smiling to myself
Things that I can do to these kids
Heh heh heh

Finally a day break from schools tomorrow
I juz wanna go out n relax...
Bring my blood pressure down
Dun want to get angry at anybody
Hopefully nobody piss me off tomorrow

Currently listening to Say it by Enrique Iglesias (seems the cd got stuck in my hifi too.. ehhe...)
Currently feeling serene






nuthin else matters... @ 11:01 PM ::

Hmm....bored..
Resting at my couz's place
Listening to music
Jus to kill time till my next lesson
Its a gd thing that I have relative staying at the other end of Sg
Or else I dunno what to do
Soo blardee early in the morning
In a foreign area
Where I dun even know what buses go where
Where is the shopping centre, schools and stuffs...

Hmm..Still very addicted to this cd
Can't help it
It seems like the md is permanently stuck in my md player hehe
Regret that I didnt go to his consert...sigh..

You call me on the phone
I act like nothing's going on
We're driving in my car
I pretend that you don't turn me on

You sexy thing and yeah you know it
You move around and yeah you show it

I'm not in love
It's just a phase that I'm going thru
I'm always looking for something new
But don't go running away

It's almost 3am
I'm hoping that you don't let go
Your moving in so close
I'm trying not to lose control
You sexy thing andd yeah you know it
You move around an yeah you show it

I'm not in love
I try to tell myself all the time
I just can't help how I feel tonight
So don't go running away
I'm not in love
I'm not in love

Currently listening to Enrique's Seven
Currently feeling satiated

nuthin else matters... @ 10:58 AM ::

Sunday, April 25, 2004

My weekends this week were juz like any other day
Busy with my tuitions and stuffs
Trying to make up for the missed days
Or students having xtra lessons for the exams
No time to rest or do my own things

Manage to catch a midnite show on sat though
2-hrs of sumthing else..really do me good hehe
I saw Kill Bill Vol. 2
It was a great movie
Though kinda draggy in the beginning
But still its werth watching
Really..

I can't wait for the month of May
First of all...thats the exam month
Means no more tuition after the exams
Second, its my wedding anniversary month
Not that I'm expecting anything
Hmmm....

Hoping to be able to save enuff
For a short getaway
It has been quite a while
Since we last drive up to KL
Missed KL
The food, the shopping
The whole place
Modern and laid back

Must go sumwher this coming holidays
Even if it juz JB
I would be more than happy
B4 the schools start again
And all my tuitions resume

Currently feeling shagged out

nuthin else matters... @ 11:43 PM ::

Saturday, April 24, 2004

I came across this in a mag...hmmm....interesting...

1. If she's a bitch, she'll be exciting in bed.
2. A bad girl will try anything once. Her sense of adventure is a turn-on.
3. If you break up with them, they just turn around and find a new man to abuse, so there's no guilt. More likely anyway, she'll leave you first.
4. Their confidence boosts a man's ego and career, especially if he takes her out to meet his friends.
5. A naughty girl is like an Italian ca. It's sexy and when a man drives it, he gets a rush.
6. it's like eating spicy food. He gets a little kick from it.
7. Nice girls remind men of their mothers.
8. Some men just like to be dominat-ed.
9. It's only human to like what's bad for you...like beer and cheese for breakfast.
10. Good girls go to Heaven, Bad girls go lotsa places.

nuthin else matters... @ 1:02 AM ::

Friday, April 23, 2004

Both my sisters-in-law are working at the same place
And their office is having a 'Bring your kids to work' day today
As they are not married yet
They brought along my kids
And I tagged along
They fetch me from the school I'm teaching today

They had a nice office
Friendly ppl n all
Both my kids had a lot of fun
Meet other kids
Get to play games
Get goodies bags
And eat and eat and eat

And we all get to visit the labs where the researchers are working
They have very nice labs
Sigh, how I wish to be working in such lab
Even though what they are doing r not related to mine
I juz feel good to be in a laboratory
Seeing all the familiar things
People wearing labcoats walking ard

Wunder when will it be my turn to bring my kids to my own workplace..hmmm

Currently listening to Empty by The Cranberries
Currently feeling tired and depressed

nuthin else matters... @ 10:46 PM ::

Wednesday, April 21, 2004

Have been busy for the past few days
Working ard the clock
And today I feel sick
Mebbe too tired
Lack of sleep
Aggravated by the heat
Sigh

Went to this school in hougang
Teach their P5 students
How to breed guppies
And lose my voice in return
They simply can't stop talking

Gave them some thrashing
And guess what
They answer me back...
Daring ah kids nowadays..
I wunder how my kids would be like when they reach that age






nuthin else matters... @ 7:44 PM ::

Sunday, April 18, 2004

I dunno what else to say
My uncle passed away today
Exactly 47 days after his wife passed away
I'm so sorry for my cousins
Having to cope with the loss
Within a short period of time
They juz had 40days kenduri arwah
For their mother last week
Their father was still fit
Only 52
Working hard and all
Suddenly this happen

Suddenly the 2 of them r left all alone
In this world

I can't imagine myself going through such ordeal
Sometimes I may take things for granted
Say things that I shouldn't
But I still believe its gonna b horrible without parents
And I really appreciate what they have done for me

Luckily both of them r grown ups already
And they still have each other
Hope they gonna be alrite
Juz remember u r not alone
We are all here
If u need help or watsoever

nuthin else matters... @ 11:17 PM ::

Saturday, April 17, 2004

Sent Syafiq to school
After I drop him at school, I went for my tuition
To kill time while waiting for him to finish his class

The weather is not getting any better
How great it will be to be an amphibian
Can stay submerged underwater
If the conditions on land is unfavourable
Feels like going to the swimming pool
And stay soaked for hours

I'm at my in-laws place now
This is where we gather every weekends
Cousins, sisters, grandparents
I really admire hubby's family for this
His family is very close-knitted

Anyway...the weather is too warm to go out elsewhere
Might as well juz stay in..
Plenty of food too hehe

nuthin else matters... @ 9:25 PM ::

Friday, April 16, 2004

I simply can't stand the weather nowadays
So damn hot!!
Its 33 degrees Celsius
I'm sweating like mad even b4 I reach my bus-stop
Werst still
'The bus-stop' is quite a distance away from my place
Imagine me..walking to the bus-stop
Start drenching my clothes
I juz feel like going home
And take a bath all over again
Arggh..
Cant stand it
Hate the weather
Hate my house
How come sengkang got no feeder bus one?
Isk

Reminds me of my wedding
It was in May, 4 yrs back
Blardee hot weather
We have 2 standing fans as part of the deco for the pelamin
Can feel my face melting with the make-up
Sumtimes I wunder how I survived
The whole ordeal
Wearing those thick songket and sangguls
Parading in the hot sun

After the wedding
We went off to Gold Coast for honeymoon
Its about to winter in Aussie
What a bliss
Wish to be back there soon...
Eh ju? got room to spare or not?? *wink* *wink*


nuthin else matters... @ 2:43 AM ::

Thursday, April 15, 2004

Want to bring Syafiq to the Barney Show during the June holidays
But I was told that all the good seats are fully booked
Sigh, juz becoz I dun HSBC card..I dun get the privilege izzit?
Everytime Syafiq saw the adverts on tv
He will go..Nanti mama bawa syafiq tengok barney eh??
He is so excited...and I dun want to dissapoint him

If everything goes on smoothly
I will be going with my secondary sch frens
Mostly married with kids
I'm glad that I make a point to keep in touch with my secondary school frens
Some of us may not be the bestest of frens then
But somehow the friendship blossoms later
While some get drifted apart so much
That even a short conversation feels weird

Friends
They come and go
Been thru 4 schools throughout my life
And the only frens that stay is my secondary school frens
From the slenge days of the adolescence
Birthday parties
Graduation and working life
To marriage and childbirth
They are still there
Going thru all these stages together

To all of u...you know who you are
Thanks guys
For being there for me


Currently listening to: Friends by Michael W Smith
(sorry ah still in the 90s mode ehhe)


nuthin else matters... @ 1:44 AM ::

Wednesday, April 14, 2004

Finally comes a day where I can relax a bit hehe
No enrichment courses today
Only one tuition later on
Tawt of bringing syafiq out..
To take bus
Its abt time for another bus trip
Before he sulk big time

Now still looking for 'the songs'
Heheh
Hmm let me see what I already have
To be with you, wild world by Mr Big
More than words by Extreme
November rain by Guns N Roses
Creep by Radiohead
Linger by Cranberries
Never say goodbye Jon Bon Jovi
Stay by Shakespeare Sisters
Silent Lucidity by Queensrhyce
Bohemian Rhapsody by Queen

Still got a lot that I can think of..
Mebbe I can divide them to 2 groups
Lower secondary and upper secondary
Hehhee
Lower secondary songs still have the influence of the 80s
Sounds of Chicago, Heart, Madonna, Martika, Wilson Philips
Then we have Jason Donovan, Paula Abdul, Tiffany, Debbie Gibson, Cathy Dennis, Joey Lawrence, Belinda Carlyse, Richard Marx, Guys Next Door
Unforgetable NKOTB, Vanilla Ice, MC Hammer, Enigma, KLF
And also rave music like Technotronic, c+c music factory, 2 Unlimted
Then music evolved a bit
To be more 90's when we were in upper sec
Take that, Ace of Base, Cranberries
Nirvana, Blind Melon
Boyz II Men, Jodeci, R Kelly, Rick Price
Then we have Lisa Stanfield, Toni Braxton, Shanice, Mariah Carey
Cant rememeber anymore

Guys help me to think of some 'must have' classic songs hehe

Currently listening to: To be with you by Mr Big




nuthin else matters... @ 1:09 PM ::

Tuesday, April 13, 2004

So sorry to everybody who visited my blog while I had my powerweb music
I jus realised that it is able to infect ur system with viruses
Nuthing is for free yeah...I forgot
There is always a price to pay for it
Very sorry once again
To those who kena infected
I've cleaned my system n updated my anti-virus
For those who are still using powerweb music
Do us a favour
Stop using it
Or no one will visit your sites heh

Talking about music
I somehow miss the 90's music
Those while I was in secondary school
I believe the music back then was the best ever...
I am not saying that the music now is full of crap
They are juz different
The feeling is not the same anymore
Mebbe also becoz
Those were the carefree, innocent days of our lives
With no werries greater than the 'O' levels
Still be happy with zilch $$ in the wallet
As long you are with your friends

My friends and I used to study in the airport during the exam period
Not sure if the kids now still do it now
But once the airport was filled with kids during those periods
Well...we dun really study
Juz having fun
Laughing at other people
Share french fries, chocolates n stuffs
Listen to music n write lyrics
Heheh

Back to the music topic
I'm in midst of compiling the 90's music
All the cassette tapes have gone MIA
Some never got back to me
Some I dunno wat happen..
Got all the fungus and I have thrown them away I guess
But the songs are still all-time fave...


Currently listening to: More than words by Extreme


nuthin else matters... @ 11:01 PM ::

Monday, April 12, 2004

Monday is here again without me realising it..
Whether I like it or not
My life is juz as the same
Tuitions, tuitions, tuitions
Now that the exams are coming
Parents get more anxious
Kids juz dun bother
And I get more stressed up than anybody else
As I have to make sure all my tuitions kids
At least know how to do maths
Actually what is so difficult about maths?
Always find it very easy
Its all abt formula n lots of practice
I like it becoz there is always one answer to it
Get the answer right and u get your marks
Juz like that
Unlike biology..or chemistry
Where u have memorise things
Overload your brain with infos
But usually ended up
Bull your way thru exams
Bcoz I forget facts
Half of time I dun even know what I'm talking about

Oh yeah
I juz gotta know that my arabic teacher is 23 yo!
Erk?!
Younger than me by
Not 1, not 2
But 3 bloody years
Unbelievable
I always thought he is at least my age
But most prob abt 28
But younger than me??
I'm getting older by the day...
Can't accept the fact that I'm getting older
Luckily my face dun age so much
So I can still say that I'm 18 and get away with it
Heheh
Being skinny and shorty is a bonus too
Without make-up
I can even pass off as a sec 4 kid
Khehkhekhe

Another long day tomorrow
Have to be at a school in Bukit Panjang by noon
A rather notorious school
Juz got to bear with them for another few weeks
Times like this
Makes me relieve that I got rejected by MOE
Hubby ask me to reapply
I dun think I will... heheh
Then gonna have tuitions after that till 10pm




nuthin else matters... @ 10:21 AM ::

Saturday, April 10, 2004

Yey! No classes today
I get to send Syafiq to school today
He's so cool
Didnt cry at all
And so disciplined!
Amazing
When he reached his class
He grabbed a chair ard one of the tables
And sat there quietly
Shaking legs
Quietly waiting for the teacher's arrival
Once the teacher greet the class
He took out his arabic book and open it up
Even though the teacher is not using it yet
Happy that he can fit in well
He is so independent summore

Today
Diana got engaged to Fazrul
Hahah..finally she is tying the knot
Its a simple ceremony
Juz to propose
And fix some wedding stuffs...
Dowry n wedding date
Cool
Her ring is soo beautiful
Lucky her
More and more ppl are getting married
Nowadays the number of my single friends has been reduced tremendously
Even if they are not married yet, they must be engaged
Or in a serious relationship

I've got another tuition assignment today
To teach this sec 2 girl every sunday
Sigh looks like I will have to work everyday now
No off day or family day fer me




nuthin else matters... @ 10:11 AM ::

Thursday, April 08, 2004

Been very busy for the past few days
My enrichment classes resume back again this month
Causing me to have such a hectic schedule
I have 4 schools running next week
Plus my tuitions and stuffs...
I dun think I'm gonna have time for myself..sigh

My computer showing signs of kaputing
Keep hanging on me
D: drive hang
A: drive hang
Only happens when I need it most
How the hell am I suppose to save my teaching materials like that?
And even better
My computer hang on me when I was preparing my powerpoint slides
Didnt manage to save
Power eh?
So if next time any of u passes by under my blk
And notice an obselete compaq armada smashed into pieces
U'll know thats mine hehhe

Its a holiday this friday
And guess what?
I'm gonna have tuition all the way from 10am till 10pm
Hopefully they spare me this sat
For me to see my little boy going to school
I'm not going to miss it ever again

Met my boss today
He told me that they are coming up with a new project
Breeding guppies this time
Interesting..
Time to have some variety
Kinda sick of the corn stuffs
But then again I dun think I will ever get sick of biology hehe
And he told me that another part-timer is leaving
That means I will have to cover his classes
Busy busy week next week

Ah that reminds me
I was teaching genetics at a school today
The Mendelian laws
How to perform crosses
Punnett squares and stuffs
The students find it very confusing
Some of them have this 'I'm not interested' look on their face
Is genetics that boring?
Or is it I am the only freak who thinks its interesting
Hehhee

Ok enuff...
Didnt log in for 2 days only
Talk so much already...




nuthin else matters... @ 1:47 AM ::

Monday, April 05, 2004

I am so pissed today
Well..
Partly caused by my tuition kid
He is really too much today
First thing he ask me when he opened the door
Today tuition finish what time??
WTF?!
We have not even started anything yet
Then he makes so much noise when I gave him work to do
Try to bargain
To do lesser pages
Keep looking at the clock
Counting the minutes to the end of tuition
And everything also dunno how to do...
Sit ther like a rock..waiting for me to give answers
I teach him how to do
Gave him hints
Still he keep shrugging
Until I literally gave him answers
Wunder how he do his exams

Then comes this sms
Actually I have this habit of
Sms-ing my frens once a while
To see how they are doing..
I know they couldnt be bothered with mine
But its a habit that I couldnt stop
So I'll mass sms a few in the morning
And the replies will come in one by one
Throughout the day
So this sms that I received is actually the reply to my nice gesture
Of asking how are you doing?

Somehow one sms leads to another
And u know la
How ppl take advantage of sms-ing
Juz becoz u r not face to face with the person
Doesn't mean you can say watever you want
And this fren of mine
She tends to be rather insensitive
And somehow touch on the nerves today
Can't stand it
Why some ppl like that huh?
Why do they think the world revolves ard them?
Whatever they think and do is right
Whatever I do, sumhow not right
There is always sumthing wrong sumwher
My family is not right
My kid is not right
My so-called unfortunate life is not right
What makes you think you are more fortunate than me??
Mebbe you think so
But I don't
I have everything you have
If not better

Mebbe you have a career
And I have zilch working experience
So what? Big deal?
We do have the same degree
Doesn't mean that I am not working
I am disintegrated to become
Sumthing stupid
Sumthing ignorant
Its funny how these
So-called single, career-minded women think
I pity them
So educated yet so narrow-minded
Why can't you juz open up your mind
Look beyond what you have today
All I say
Good Luck in ur life!


nuthin else matters... @ 11:31 AM ::

Sunday, April 04, 2004

For the past few days
Or mebbe weeks rather
All I hear abt is
People getting engaged
People getting married
Love is in the air
Happy
Excited
Anxious

For example today...
I went to 2 weddings
The pengantins looked soo happy
I even bummed into my wedding photographer
He was surprised to see me with 2 kids ehee

I know its nuthing new
These kinda thing happen everyday
I feel so happy for these people
I've gone thru this very process myself
Can imagine how they are feeling

I'm easily touched by these kinda things
Call me romantic
I do believe in love
I do believe in soulmates

Its great to fall in love
To be in love
Especially the first time

But then again..
It seems that
Everything change after marriage
What happen to the love?
To the till death do us part?
That reminds me of this email I received recently

Quotable Quotes and Thoughts on Marriage

Every man should get married some time;
after all, happiness is not the only thing in life!! --Anonymous

Bachelors should be heavily taxed.
It is not fair that some men should be happier than others. --Oscar Wilde

Don't marry for money; you can borrow it cheaper. -- Scottish Proverb

I don't worry about terrorism. I was married for two years. -- Sam Kinison

A psychiatrist is a person who will give you expensive answers
that your wife will give you for free. -- Anonymous

Men have a better time than women; for one thing,
they marry later; for another thing, they die earlier. -- H. L. Mencken

Marriage is a three ring circus:
---engagement ring ---wedding ring ---suffering.

When a newly married couple smiles, everyone knows why.
When a ten-year married couple smiles, everyone wonders why.

Love is blind but marriage is an eye-opener.

When a man opens the door of his car for his wife,
you can be sure of one thing: either the car is new or the wife.

I take my wife everywhere, but she keeps finding her way back.

I asked my wife, "Where do you want to go for our anniversary?" She said,
"Somewhere I have never been!" I told her, "How about the kitchen?"

We always hold hands. If I let go, she shops.

She ran after the garbage truck, yelling, "Am I too late for the garbage?"
Following her down the street I yelled, "No, jump in!"

Bachelors know more about women than married men;
if they didn't, they'd be married too. --H.L.Mencken

If your dog is barking at the back door and your wife is yelling at the
front door, who do you let in first? The Dog of course...
at least he'll shut up after you let him in!

" Marriage is a romantic story, in which the hero dies in the first chapter. "


A man placed some flowers on the grave of his dearly departed mother and
started back toward his car when his attention was diverted to another man
kneeling at a grave. The man seemed to be praying with profound intensity
and kept repeating, "Why did you have to die? Why did you have to die?"
The first man approached him and said, "Sir, I don't wish to interfere
with your private grief, but this demonstration of pain is more than I've ever
seen before. For whom do you mourn so deeply? A child? A parent? "The
mourner took a moment to collect himself, then replied, "My wife's first husband."


A couple came upon a wishing well. The husband leaned over, made a wish
and threw in a penny. The wife decided to make a wish, too. But she leaned
over too much, fell into the well, and drowned. The husband was stunned
for a while but then smiled & said "It Really works!"

nuthin else matters... @ 10:48 AM ::

Saturday, April 03, 2004

He starts school today
The once a week playgroup thingie
I have a last min enrichment course assignment
Have to cover for sumone
Wasted
Sad
I wasnt ard on my kid's first day at school
Sigh
I promised that I will try to make it up next week
But he dun bother
He is not scared or anything
He didnt even cry
Thats my brave boy
He enjoyed his time there
Play games
With new friends
Show off his dancing skills
Hehehe
How nice if I'm there myself to see all these

nuthin else matters... @ 11:29 PM ::

Friday, April 02, 2004

Juz got back
Very tired
But the kids behaved today
Yeyy!!
Whole week of peace
And tomorrow starts
My tuition free days
Btw, Syafiq starts his class tomorrow
He is very excited abt it

Was listening to enrique all the way
On the bus trip to and fro
Enrichment course and tuition
Somehow got addicted to this song
Track No. 3

Don't tell me
If you're leaving in the morning
I don't want to have a warning
If you're not here
Just take me
Please take me for the last time
Cause baby now is not the right time
For us to be scared

And yes I know I wasn't perfect
When we fought and cry all those nights
But the passion that we have is too strong to give up the fight
So I need you to say it
If you really want to let me go
Cause I don't believe you no I don't
Won't you tell me the truth?
Yes I need you to say it
If you really want this love to end
Look me in the eye and don't pretend
That what we have is through

Don't tell
If there's someone else inside you
Doing all the things that I do
Cause I don't wanna hear
Just take me
Don't wanna feel no more resistance
No we don't have to go the distance
Cause we're already there

And yes I know I wasn't perfect
When I ran a light all those times
But the passion that we have is too strong to give up the fight
So I need you to say it
If you really want to let me go
Cause I don't believe you no I don't
Won't you tell me the truth?
Yes I need you to say it
If you really want this love to end
Look me in the eye and don't pretend
That what we have is through

All those times we fought
And I made you cry
I'm sorry......


*awww*



nuthin else matters... @ 10:33 PM ::

Thursday, April 01, 2004

I kinda enjoy this week
Dunno why
I dun detest going for tuitions
Happily doing it
Willing to take craps from my students w/o complain
Why ah?
Why the change of mood, I wunder?

Oh yeah...
My dear fren nanie
Do an april fool joke on me today
Just past midnite
She sms me saying that
She got admitted to the hospital
She collapsed at the void deck
I was werried sick
Yalar..fren wat..betul tak?
Then I ask her la
Which hospital?
She sms back
Woodbridge!! April Fool's !!
@#$%^&*!! GRRRRRRRR!!

Btw, I miss the American Idol today
As my arabic class ends late today
I think I'm improving as I try to memorize the vocabs
But the list is endless
More and more new words every week
As when I'm abt to master the old ones

Tomorrow
Another long day for me
11am to 11 pm
Sounds like a 12 hrs shift to me
One enrichment course
And 2 tuitions
Hmm..
I'm going to St. Michael's Sch tomorrow
This sch reminds me so much of my sec sch
With the crucifix everywher
Strict school rules
So called proper students
But get out of control at times
Wunder how their plants are doing...

Ok
Shld stop now
Need to prepare my slides
And
Get ready for slumberland

One last day to weekend
Hope the kids wouldnt spoilt it


nuthin else matters... @ 11:54 AM ::