Sunday, May 29, 2005

Hubby's dearest grandma passed away yesterday
After a few months of deteriorating health
Its got particularly bad on friday
Everybody was called upon
To visit her for the last time
And she finally breathe her last at 2.20 pm yesterday
Everybody was around her at that moment

And today, we had the burial
It juz happen that it is also hubby's dad and sister's birthday..today..

Next few days gonna b hectic for me
It has been since friday
They r having tahlil every night
I need to b running to and fro
From my house to my mil's
To help out with watever's needed

Will be on hiatus...
Till then peeps...

nuthin else matters... @ 10:37 AM ::

Friday, May 27, 2005

Everytime Syafiq saw the trailer on tv..
He keep on asking me to bring him to the cinema and watch it
Yes, dear..
We will go today this weekend ok?
Me can't wait too!
Jangan cakap budak2 aje tak sabar
Mak budak pun!! heehhe...



I like to move it, move it.....

nuthin else matters... @ 1:02 PM ::

Thursday, May 26, 2005

Was looking thru' my kiddo photos
And I came across this pic
I was mebbe ard 4 or 5 years old
Ard the same time when Return of the Jedi was released
Was already a great fan then :)

nuthin else matters... @ 9:09 AM ::

Monday, May 23, 2005

And wher did I went to?
I went to Batam over the weekends
It wasnt plan and I wasnt keen to follow
But I juz tag along anyway
Hubby had a soccer match over ther
So he was with his colleagues
And none of them actually brought wifey and kiddos along
But its ok..I enjoy the shopping part nonetheless hehe
Spent the whole sunday doing juz that in fact
While the whole of sat was juz spent eating and eating and the game
Had Lunch at this indon restaurant...superb food
And after the game...at nite we went to eat seafood...

They have this new shopping centre opp the ferry terminal
Its quite great as it has the matahari, hypermart(ala giant) and many other boutiques
Roxy, quicksilver, adidas...and so on..

The only thing I didnt get to do was the massage...it cost less than S$20 for a full hour massage here
And was thinking of doing sumthing to my hair
Everythings cheap...haircut for 2 bucks....colour/rebonding for less than 20 bucks
Cheap isnt it?
In all...I didnt spend more than S$80

The only part yg tak sanggup
Was the going back part
Going in and out of ferry with kids, luggage and all sorts of plastic bags
People pushing and rushing into the immigration
The super long queue with kids crying for attention
Nak dukung la, nak susu la....of all times
And once out...long taxi queue
Sigh...

But put all those things aside
Reminds me so much of jakarta..
Mebbe should go ther next..
Oh yeah..I've got my bangkok trip next week..
Almost forgotten abt it hehehe..

nuthin else matters... @ 3:32 PM ::

Friday, May 20, 2005

I've been wanting to eat chilli crabs for weeks
And I've decided to cook it myself on this special day
After dinner...we went out for a while..and had our deserts as well ;)

nuthin else matters... @ 11:10 PM ::

At this hour...
A bride anxiously waiting for the next few hours
After which she will be called a wife
As the mak andam dolled her up
She is having mixed feelings abt all this
Scared, Happy, Unsure...

If u were to ask me then
Whether he is the one
I would say I hope so

5 years later...today
I would answered differently
He is definitely the one
He has proven it
To be a responsible hubby
He kept all his vows and promises
The only way to really 'know' a person
Is by living with him
Accept all his flaws and differences
Compromise and appreciate each other endlessly

Happy 5th Anniversay darling!
My love for you is a journey
Starting at forever,
And ending at never.


Our solemnization 20.05.2000


Recognise the same faces? heheh



....These words are my own
From my heart flow
I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you
There's no other way
To better say
I love you, I love you.... Natasha Bedingfield

nuthin else matters... @ 10:05 AM ::

Oh.Wow.
Its awesome
Somehow resolved all the unsatisfactions u might get from the first 2 episodes
Though I find the reason that is pushing him to the dark side... a bit lame
Other than that its the coolest of the 3
I juz lurve the way Yoda fights...
Hate him I shall not ehhee

nuthin else matters... @ 1:41 AM ::

Thursday, May 19, 2005

For the first time in dunno how many weeks
I dun have tuitions anymore
Not even a single one
Kinda glad..coz today is such a rainy day
I will practically have to drag myself out of bed
And waste dunno how much on cab fares
And so....Today I had breakfast in bed heh heh
Juz chic ham on a multigrain bread with milo
If only I dun have to get up and prep them myself
It would have been perfect ehhe

In the afternoon, I started to get restless
The usual me...cant sit still type
Looking for sumthing to do
My FIL brought my sons out
So kinda weird without them ard
Tried to read books
No motivation

I ended up cleaning up my hse
Started out with my living room..
Put away all the toys
I vaccumed and mopped
And then scrubbing the toilets as well
My house is spick and span now
Though not for long..
Once the boys are back...everything will go back to 'normal'

And now...back to where I started
I'm resting on my bed
With my laptop on my lap
Typing this entry down
In a few hours time..
I'll be joining many other
Starwars fanatics to catch the last of the err...hexology? (is ther such a werd, i wunder?)
Wonder how are they gonna squeeze everything in one episode
Since episode 2 is rather draggy towards the end
Nonetheless....I will love all the episodes esp the last 2...empire strikes back and return of the jedi

May the force be with you...

nuthin else matters... @ 5:17 PM ::

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

Today, I woke up feeling weird
Feeling old...like a mother-mother
Coz I have a parent-teacher meeting at Syafiq's school.
He's only 4 but all this meeting-the-teacher business sounds serious
And so I went to the school with hubby

The teacher passed his report book
He was actually graded!
Hahha...I thot all he does is to play and play
And she continued to complain..
To praise...
To tell some funny stories abt him ehhe

I've been thru it...the first time... ehehhe
I think he's doing alrite for sumone his age
And many more parent-teacher meeting
In years to come

nuthin else matters... @ 1:01 PM ::

Monday, May 16, 2005

I would grade today's day an A
I still have sporadic tuitions here and there
But no more the back-to-back-with-no-time-to-eat kind
After which I met up with the usual...JuLes and NaNie
Nanie...still trying to rectify her wifi prob
It seems ok today
The usual dinner
The usual fun & laughter
The usual joking2 *jgn mare ;)*
The usual dose of coffees and cakes
Err...none of us had coffee actually...
Juz hot chocolate
Caffeine-free for the mummy ehhehe



Big...big....small....small ;)



Tengah kusyuk member...download lagu



And wher do we do all these??


....I'm Your Girl, You're My Girl, We're Your Girls
Don't You To Know That We Love You? ..... Destiny's Child

nuthin else matters... @ 11:30 PM ::

Saturday, May 14, 2005

Was listening to Class 95
Songs from the late 80s and early 90s
Straight up by Paula Abdul ...ahhahah
Debbie Gibson...Martika......ancient!
Gosh! Can't believe it that I actually prefer class 95 to perfect 10 now
Bring back a lot of memories
Me in secondary school
That saint school in tampines
Studying in the airport with the girls
Ogling at the guys whenever we had the oportunity

Post secondary school days...
Those experimental years
We all lead our carefree days
Ppl say that being 17 is always the best time of your time
Its so very true
A yr shy of age limit for watever nonsensical things
But still the best time of our lives nonetheless

And now, a decade later
So many things have changed
Maturity change your perspective of things
The beautiful memories still remained fresh
Sometimes make you laugh at how stupid it may sounds
Glad that friendships remain strong
Love you guys...

nuthin else matters... @ 5:18 PM ::

Thursday, May 12, 2005

Time check...Thursday 12 May 2005, 1.15 pm
Mood check....stable and doesnt read L.A.Z.Y
One more day to go for tuitions
After which...till we meet again after the june hols, guys
Dun be shock with my growing tummy hehe

Talking abt growing tummy
I think I'm starting to lose my waist
There goes my 23 inch waist again..
For the 3rd time in my life ehhee
Cant fit into most of my bottoms..
No more jeans...no more black pants...
Only track pants n capri still can...sigh

Mebbe should go shopping tomorrow...
Draw string pants still the best
Waffles again anyone?

nuthin else matters... @ 1:12 PM ::

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

Oh gosh
Its stuck

I think its addictive la nuwul...
Me also tersampuk now...

Its in my head...
Its ringing in my ear..
Its at the tip of my tongue..
Its everywher..

Don't you juz like lurve BEP?

nuthin else matters... @ 10:37 PM ::

Monday, May 09, 2005

Then I can R & R at home ehhe
Feeling better over the weekends...
Mebbe bcoz I'm approaching my 12 weeks mark...
Also bcoz I went to a wedding dinner last sat
Weddings never fail to perk me up
How can you be depressed seeing 2 people in love tying a knot?

Went to my in-laws place to celebrate Mother's Day on sunday
Once again..all the cousins are there
Means loads of food too
They are all happy with the baby news
I guess different families view it differently

Anyways, hubby got me the MuVo
The one that I've been wanting to get
Thanx dear
Its actually my wedding anniversary present
I know its not romantic
But its wat I want
I guess thats all that matters

I've decided what to get for him too
Even though its not on his wish list
Or should I juz get wat he wants?
Hmm..I have a week plus till 20.05.2005

nuthin else matters... @ 1:51 PM ::

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

Sometimes I'm ok...sometimes I'm not
Sometimes the sleepiness is so overwelming
That I almost fall asleep smack on the student's book... most of the time
Everything is like being magnified many many times
I dun only feel tired...I feel extremely tired
When I'm hungry, I feel extremely hungry

I still have not told my relatives abt it
Told my mum...and she wasn't so enthusiastic abt it
Mebbe she forsees it like another burden
One of my aunt gotta know abt it
She said Aik...Ade lagi? Pergi la carik keje betul2 dulu...
Things like these makes me really depressed
I have reach the point where I'm paiseh to talk abt it
Wish to hide for as long as I can
Juz so that ppl dun talk abt things I dun wish to hear
Some manage to reach my ears
Wah..nak challenge ngan si so and so ke?
Aik...Never family planning eh?
If only people knew
What I go through
Sigh

nuthin else matters... @ 10:54 PM ::