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28 years old
A Sagitarian
Married,with 2 hyperactive boys & a lil princess
Easy-going, affectionate
sometimes emotional,
determined, stubborn,
well-organised, procrastinator

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Tuesday, June 29, 2004

Someone read my palm today
Its funny though
I never really believe in such things
But then again
Certain things turn out to be very true


According to this person
I have a bright future
Kinda ambitious person
But somehow ther is a break line
Showing some disruption
I have a big palm for a girl
Which is good though
Forgot the reason why (untuk buat housework kot??)
Lots of messy lines all over the place
Means I'm a thinker
Think a lot
And not necessarily good
Thers always sumthing in my head


Family wise
My marriage is gonna b strong
But gonna have a complicated love life
I will have 3 kids
And will live till 70+
But gonna have some prob toward 50 or so


Hmm interesting...
This person dun really know me well though
So couldn't be cheating...


nuthin else matters... @ 11:53 PM ::

Monday, June 28, 2004

From my weekend getaway to batam
It was nice
For a change
We didnt do much
Juz hang ard at the resort itself
I did some spa treatment
Didnt even thought of it
But since ther is a spa at the resort
Its kinda tempting
I did a full body scrub
And a full body indonesian massage
Shiok!
For someone who never like massage
I really enjoyed the whole session
The therapist can really make my bones crack
All over the place
With her firm touch


Wherever I heard the werd 'massage'
It reminds me of my post-natal massage
Those painful massage
That I have to endure for 2 weeks
All wrap-up in bengkung
To make sure my waist goes back to pre-preg size
Its werth it la
But change my perspective of massage totally hehe


But now, this is more like it
Super relaxing
Hmm...
Feels like doing it again very soon
Very addictive I tell you..


nuthin else matters... @ 1:03 AM ::

Saturday, June 26, 2004

I'm feeling good today
First of all I dun cough so much anymore
Good sign
Second, I think I missed my mum's cooking
Even though she didnt cook my fave today
I really ate like a pig I tell you
Yay! Appetite's back from holiday
Miss ya ;)
Third, I think I'm in love (again n again n again.....)
With hubby, of course
Hahaha
He fetched me juz now
As he was talking n laffing to me, while driving
I juz look at him
And realise for a moment
This is the guy that I wanna spend the rest of my life with
Yes..He's perfect in every aspects
To me :)


I can feel the oxytocins flowing in my veins
Making me feel good all over again
And tomorrow we are going to Batam
Juz for a short trip ;)
With my in-laws


Oh yeah..btw, Diana n Fazrul are working on their relationship
I think they should
Happy for them
Yay!!


Oh..happy day~

nuthin else matters... @ 1:01 AM ::

Thursday, June 24, 2004

Guess wat?
Diana & Fazrul broke up
Sigh
There goes the wedding of the century


Not really sure of what happen
He said can't stand her pettiness
And now that he is going through a rough time
She is still being insensitive


She said she did nuthing wrong
But always the one to be blamed
Sigh so sad
I still think that their relationship can be saved
She has to be more accomodating to him who has juz lost his father


I hope she's alrite
Refuse to talk to me after he came n talk to her parents
Returning the ring, tell them everything


nuthin else matters... @ 11:02 PM ::

Wednesday, June 23, 2004

Been having those feelings again
Depressing thoughts
Sleepless nights
How to continue to dream my dreams
If I can't even sleep


Sick and fed-up of coughing
Having people looking at u like as if they wanna knock ur head
This time no one triggers the depressing mood
Wunder if ther is a depressant-producing influenza virus
If thats the case
I'm overloaded with depressant


Can't eat, dunno why
I love to eat
But what happen?
I juz dun feel like eating


I hate feeling this way
Mebbe becoz June is coming to an end
Mark half of the year 2004
I've promised myself to get a proper job by 2004
And I guess I dun have much time now
2 years is good enuff
I have my reasons
Now its time to prove myself
I have this horrid feeling that
If I dun try this year
I will never work forever


I've got 2 free tics to see Pinocchio on Ice today
But sorry Syafiq
Mama not in the mood
To see someone's nose grow longer
As he lies



Something has left my life
And I don't know where it went to
Somebody caused me strife
And it's not what I was seeking
Didn't you see me, didn't you hear me
Didn't you see me standing there
Why did you turn out the lights
Did you know that I was sleeping


Say a prayer for me
Help me to feel the strength I did
My identity has it been taken
Is my heart breaking on me
All my plans fell through my hands
They fell through my hands on me
All my dreams its suddenly seems
Empty


'Empty'
The Cranberries
No Need to Argue

nuthin else matters... @ 7:54 PM ::

Tuesday, June 22, 2004

You finally reach the big three zero
So how are you feeling eh?
Heehhe
Anyways, great night yesterday


Its my fren's birthday today
And he had a mini birthday bash yesterday
At the restaurant wher he is werking
Among close frens
We had the whole place to ourselves


Neeways, my in law's juz came back from Egypt this morning
The first thing they do when they got back
Is to call their cucus hhehe
Miss them loads while they r ther I guess
This weekend..they r going to Tioman pulak
Juz b4 the school reopen
And mother-in-law gotta resume teaching
Enjoying life eh
Hope I can do the same when I'm old


I'm starting my enrichment course tomorrow
At that noisy school
Yeah...torture on my eardrums
I'm too comfy at home la
Kinda lazy to teach
So early in the morning summore
Haiz~
Oh yeah
And it also means I've got to prepare my slides today
*hits forehead*
Forget, forget
Sheesh...
Gotta face the data saving prob all over again
I need a blardee burner!
Or a thumb drive also can..


Gotta go
Stress already
Ciao~





nuthin else matters... @ 12:56 PM ::

Monday, June 21, 2004

I'm still so sick!!
No fever
Juz the chest congestion...stuffy nose
And bad itchy cough thats driving me crazy
I have finished up my cough mixture
All the lozenges that I can eat in the world
Making my tongue feeling so numb n yucky
Still no sign of recovery


Started my tuitions this week with another student
Its difficult fer me to explain stuffs with the plegm moving up n down my throat
So I keep quiet most of the time
Asking him to finish up his exercises
And promise to go thru with him next lesson



nuthin else matters... @ 6:53 PM ::

Wednesday, June 16, 2004

To Diana's fiance, Fazrul..
His father passed away today
After a fall in the toilet
Sad that I didnt get the opportunity
To get to know his father while he was alive
He was looking forward to their wedding next yr
Sad that he didnt get to witness it


nuthin else matters... @ 11:18 PM ::

I woke up with a terrible headache today
And a bad cough
Which prevent me from going back to sleep
How come all of us are not recovering properly ni?
Even my boys are having fever and bad coughs again
High fever summore


There must be 2 virulent strains around
Coz the same virus wouldnt be able to cause an infection again so soon
Nevermind, must fight it...


Will be going out with Syafiq as promised
Dia dah start tuntut tu...
Bringing him to take long bus
He is still a great fan ehehe
Too bad sengkang got no long buses eh
Syafiq will be head over heels
Will update later peeps

nuthin else matters... @ 3:11 PM ::

Tuesday, June 15, 2004

I have been craving for durians
Since last friday
But didnt get the opportunity to eat them


I went to visit hubby's grandma
To have dinner with his family
Sans the parents
After which I drag hubby to get the durians
Hahahha
We went ard geylang..and got back with 2 bagful of durians
Now I'm so full of it
And still have a bowlful of it in the fridge


My mum already plan
Wanna make bubur kacang durian tomorrow
And if still got leftovers
Wanna make that durian paste..err, dunno wat is it called?
That is eaten with pulut..
Fuyoohh!
I'm beginning to burp durian already
Hhahahaa

nuthin else matters... @ 11:52 PM ::

This week I resume tuitions for some of my tuitees (err, is ther such a werd??)
Actually they requested for it
Hehee..I'm getting too comfy at home..
Yesterday, I have 2 tuitions
Today, supposed to have one
But this kid totally forgotten abt it
Went to her pl..and she wasn't home (@#$%^&*!!!!)
Call her home ..no one pick up
Nasib baik her house nearby to my pl..
So I walk home la..abih nak buat ape kan


Good thing oso la..no tuition
I wasn't in the mood
Juz wanna relax n play with my boys
Tawt wanna bring Syafiq out again
But he slept thru the afternoon
While he was sleeping
I listening to this new cd I've bought
Vintage rock compilation!! (muaahhahaa..)
But its really great
Recommended to ppl of my generation
And rock ballads lovers out ther
Freon..u gonna love this cd heh heh heh


I manage to upload my graduation pics as well
Check out my fotopages
Yeah..I know that I graduated like donkey years ago
But I didnt have the opportunity to put it up
Come to think of it
I forgot to take my studio photo as well
Oh yeah..becoz I was preggy then...
Wanted to wait till I gave birth
But now like a bit too late to take oso rite? sigh


Currently listening to When The Children Cry by White Lion
Currently feeling positive


nuthin else matters... @ 6:53 PM ::

Sunday, June 13, 2004

Syafiq has been bugging me for days
He wanna watch Shrek 2
I'm still not sure abt bringing him to the movies
I know that he's actually big enuff
I've seen a kid as young as 1 yo in the cinemas
But as u can see
He's a very active kid
And a very talkative one too
What if he can't sit still?
What if he keep shouting n running ard everywher?


So today we decided..is the day
The day when we gonna bring him to the movies
I made him promised me that he's not gonna talk in the cinema
I promised him that I'll get him lots of tidbits in return (bribery always work :)) )


And so we went...the 3 of us
Went to Great World City, but no Shrek 2
I tawt its gonna be easy to get tics
Tried Lido and Cineleisure
Its all full house
Same goes for GV
Poor Syafiq is abt to cry
When we told him we might not be watching Shrek 2 today
Last try...we tried Shaw Plaza
And yes..thers plenty of seats
We bought twisties, popcorns n drinks
And we went in


Amazingly,
Syafiq kept quiet throughout the show
Yes, he did!
I tawt its an impossible task fer him
As he never keep quiet when he's awake
Whenever we ask him..how is he doing?
He juz smile..or give the thumb's up sign
Cool..isn't he?
Hehhhee
He even use sign language whenever he wants his drink
Or asking me to wipe his fingers
Once the show is over..
He started blabbering again..
Keep talking abt the show
Then he saw the spiderman 2 poster
And ask us to bring him to watch that next time..


My boy is getting bigger n smarter
No longer the helpless baby
Who cries all the time
Now very independent
He chose everything
From wat he wanna wear to wat he wanna eat
He even controls the shops I go to
With him ard...very limited choices
So many shops I can't go in :(
Esp clothes n shoes shops
I guess this is the best age :))


nuthin else matters... @ 9:04 AM ::

Saturday, June 12, 2004

My in-laws juz left for egypt
In the wee hours this morning
Shiok!!
Sigh..I want to go for another holiday!



Nuthing much to do on sat
No weddings, no jemputans of watsoever today
So we decided to go to JB
Juz for lunch and groceries shopping
My parents always get excited if we r going to JB
Dunno why ehhe
Mebbe becoz she get to shop for many things
All sorts of fruits n foods..
I bought this vcd..'gila2 pengantin remaja'
Very farnie...watch it if u can


My boys having fever again after we got back..
When will they recover fully?
It hurts to see their sad faces
Cry n vomit everytime they cough

nuthin else matters... @ 11:23 PM ::

Friday, June 11, 2004

Hubby's couz ask me to go wild wild wet today
I'm so tempted to go..
I almost packed my swimsuit
But my boys have not recovered from their nasty cough yet
So i have to give it a miss
Mebbe next time


I think I will juz bring Syafiq to Compass point
He said he wanna eat donut hehe
Then I can also get the papers for the rocher bouquet that I'm making
Oh yes...do u know how tempting it is
To be working with a big box of ferrero rocher
But u can't eat it?
Hhehe...mebbe I should get a few pieces for myself as well
Cant resist the temptation any further
Better do sumthing b4 I ravage my piece of art hehe

nuthin else matters... @ 2:32 PM ::

Thursday, June 10, 2004

you are deeppink
#FF1493

Your dominant hues are red and magenta. You love doing your own thing and going on your own adventures, but there are close friends you know you just can't leave behind. You can influence others on days when you're patient, but most times you just want to go out, have fun, and do your own thing.

Your saturation level is high - you get into life and have a strong personality. Everyone you meet will either love you or hate you - either way, your goal is to get them to change the world with you. You are very hard working and don't have much patience for people without your initiative.

Your outlook on life is very bright. You are sunny and optimistic about life and others find it very encouraging, but remember to tone it down if you sense irritation.
the spacefem.com html color quiz


Yeah!!! Fave colour!!! I like!!
But still the same, old boring content..
I guess its juz me eh??

nuthin else matters... @ 6:31 PM ::

My boys...
Aren't they cute??
Hhehehe




Sorry abt the pic being small though...
Testing my phone ah..

nuthin else matters... @ 3:32 PM ::

Tuesday, June 08, 2004

I dunno why ppl always finds it hard to believe when I say I'm married
Mebbe becoz I look young n I AM young hehe
And also forever underweight ..Well, its not my fault that I can't put on weight so dun be jealous ;)
I wunder how would they react if I tell them I have 2 kids heheh..
But then again, most of my frens my age are married with kids also wat...


Seriously speaking, I never imagined myself getting married young
Let alone having kids
I still have lots to accomplished b4 going to that level
My degree is my first priority
But I do want to have kids young (I know I nvr like kids b4, but I still want to have my own...and when that happens..I want to be as young as possible ;))
Its fun to see how some of my frens having young n trendy mother
Who looks more like a sister than a mother..


The other day my colleague asked
Who's pic is that?
On my hp
I simply said my son
And he gawked 'u r married?'
Yeah..with 2 sons
He gawked idiotically again
Khekehkehe
'but u r juz 25 rite?'

Yeah, so how I do it?


What I did was
Do both at the same time
Thats the only way to have all my wishes fulfilled
Got married during my 1st yr in NUS
Got pregnant n gave birth to my first kid in 3rd year
And then got pregnant again during my graduation in 2002
Now at 25, I have graduated and happily married with 2 kids :)


How do I managed being pregnant and going to sch at the same time?
Luckily for me, both my pregnancies are easy
No morning sickness, lethargy or watsoever
The only thing that I've got to endure
The stares from everybody....lecturers, lecture mates..ppl in the canteen..etc
Its not a common sight to see a pregnant student in Science
Especially when she looks so single the semester b4
So as u can imagine
So many questions n stories arise
Shotgun marriage?
Ther was even one brave girl from my lecture whom I've never tok to b4
Came up to me and ask if I'm married
Daring eh?
How I wish I would have juz said...Oh no...I'm a single mum
How she must have gawk...heheh
Ok ok..I already have enuff ppl gawking at me for the past 2 yrs
I juz feel good that I am writing this down
Yes..I think that should do :))



nuthin else matters... @ 1:14 AM ::

Monday, June 07, 2004

I am on course for 3 days
Training on my rainbow corn n guppies stuffs
No schools running during the june hols
Now my turn kena trained
I was asked to be at the Plant Sciences Lab @NIE at 2pm
But I reached ther almost 40 mins late
Once I reach NIE, I'm lost, man!
Dun know wherz the building, the lab and so on
Its my 2nd time here..and I still get lost
Going in is one hell of a headache
Going out is another problem altogether
As I took cab earlier on (Take cab also still can get lost! Haiz..)
I wasn't sure whers the nearest bus stop n so on
I got to keep asking ppl
Students n so on for directions
Stupid
Yeah..Thats how I look like...
It is so unlike NUS
Why can't they juz held it in NUS
Its my home for 3 years..
Know every labs n LTs in Science
Know all the shortcuts even
Hehhehe
I will make sure I come xtra early tomorrow..
Juz in case if I get myself lost again


Another good reason not to be a teacher eh? *chuckle*

nuthin else matters... @ 9:57 PM ::

Sunday, June 06, 2004

I get to watch Harry Potter's Prisoner of Azkaban
Yeah, yeah after half of Singapore had watch it..
Hhehhe...
Its quite good I should say
Better than what I expected it to be
Certain parts in the beginning are compressed
But they did a good job towards the end
Everything is there and explained properly


After the show I'm so excited..
Can't wait for the 4th show
Hmm..mebbe I should juz go and read it all over again
Hehhehe

nuthin else matters... @ 10:45 PM ::

Saturday, June 05, 2004

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Second Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
LevelScore
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)Moderate
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Low
Level 2 (Lustful)High
Level 3 (Gluttonous)Moderate
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Moderate
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)Low
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Very Low
Level 7 (Violent)Moderate
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)Low
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)Moderate

Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test



Whoa....finally sumthing eh?? eeheheh

nuthin else matters... @ 11:20 PM ::

Finally...I got the cd from my friend
Ehhehhe
And finally
I have managed to upload most of the pics...
Have a look peeps...


Click here for KL pics!!

nuthin else matters... @ 3:58 AM ::

Friday, June 04, 2004

Everybody is recovering except for little Aiman
He has no temperature
But it seems that his blocked nose n itchy throat is torturing him
Poor him...he's whining all day long in misery
I hope he will recover by tomorrow


I have 2 friends getting married this weekend
One..that girl who has hen party last week
Another one...is my NUS friend
Most prob, I going to the nikah of my NUS friend tonite
Then I go to the other friend's sanding tomorrow
I think its fair that way


Oh yeah..Harry Potter's Prisoner of Azkaban is out
I didnt get to watch it last 2 days
So I must watch it today
Its my fave book of all 5
It irritates me how other ppl can comment on it
And I have got nuthing to say
Why? Becoz I have not watch it yet...sigh


So much revelations happen in this book
I hope they dun rush the story
Or werst..cut out the impt parts
If thats the case..
No point having the movie
It wouldnt be the same


It should be able to summarize the answers to all these..
Sirius Black has escaped..n who is he actually?
How about that little pet mouse Ron has?
Prof Lupin, the werewolf?
His father's 3 best friends are all animagious?
And who are they?
Why Prof Snape hated Harry so much?
What actually happen on the day his parents got killed?


Many ppl complained that the leads are more matured
Hence..dah tak shiok n all
But thats how the books go..
They get older every year
They couldnt stay 11 yo till their 5th year rite?
Anyway..there's gonna be a wizard interschool competition in the 4th book
Harry should be older n stronger by then

OK..OK..I think I better stop...n watch the movie myself ehehhehe

The book gets thicker as it goes by
I dun think 2 hrs is enuff to tell everything









nuthin else matters... @ 4:49 PM ::

Thursday, June 03, 2004

I thought I might not get it
But I was wrong
Syafiq's first
Then hubby
Then Aiman
And now me
Flu bug is everywhere
I stayed in bed the whole day yesterday


Luckily my defence system acted fast
And I'm better today
But I'm having my arabic class today
And I've missed 2 lessons already
I'm gonna have hard time
Wish me all the best

nuthin else matters... @ 6:26 PM ::

Tuesday, June 01, 2004

I was listening to this song 'roses' by the outkast
Such a nice, relaxing song..
Until I pay real attention to the lyrics
Poor girl!


Caroline! Caroline!
All the guys would say she's mighty fine
But mighty fine only got you somewhere half the time
And the other half either got you cursed out, or coming up short
Yeah, now dig this, even though
You'd need a golden calculator to divide
The time it took to look inside and realize that
Real guys go for real down to Mars girls, yeah!


I know you'd like to thank your shit don't stank
But lean a little bit closer
See that roses really smell like boo-boo
Yeah, roses really smell like boo-boo


Caroline! See she's the reason for the word "bitch"
I hope she's speeding on the way to the club
Trying to hurry up to get to some
Baller or singer or somebody like that
And try to put on her makeup in the mirror
And crash, crash, crash.. into a ditch! (Just Playing!)
She needs a golden calculator to divide
The time it took to look inside and realize that
Real guys go for real down to Mars girls, yeah!


Well she's got a hotty body, but her attitude is potty
When I met her at a party she was hardly acting naughty
I said "Would you call me?"
She said "Pardon me, are you ballin'?"
I said "Darling, you sound like a prostitute pursing"
Oh so you're one them freaks, get geeked at the sight of ATM receipts
But game been peeped, dropping names she's weak
Trickin' off this bitch is lost
Must take me for a geek a quick way to eat
A neat place sleep, a rent-a-car for a week, a trick for a treat
Now go on the raw sex, my AIDS test is flawless
Regardless, we don't want to get involved with no lawyers
And judges just to hold grudges in a courtroom
I wanna see ya support bra not support you!
Better come back down to Mars
Girl, quit chasin' cars
What happens when the dough get so low
Bitch, you ain't that fine
No way.. no way.. no way


Crazy bitch
Bitch, stupid ass bitch
Old punk ass bitch, old dumbass bitch
A bitch's bitch, just a bitch




nuthin else matters... @ 8:53 PM ::

crystal heart
Heart of Crystal


What is Your Heart REALLY Made of?
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Aiyooo...another one...dun want to be strong, n one who listens can or not???
I like aresah's heart...its whole chunk of chocolate man! i like...

nuthin else matters... @ 4:44 PM ::

harp
You're a Harp!


What Type of Alcoholic Beverage Are You?
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Boring la...always the same thing abt myself...nice la, loyal la, trustworthy la, blah, blah, blah..
For once, let me be the bitch of all bitches, backstabber or sumthing..hehheh...

nuthin else matters... @ 1:45 PM ::