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28 years old
A Sagitarian
Married,with 2 hyperactive boys & a lil princess
Easy-going, affectionate
sometimes emotional,
determined, stubborn,
well-organised, procrastinator

MSN: marcescen@hotmail.com


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Saturday, January 29, 2005

Juz came back from watching this show
I have 4 tuitions back to back till 10pm today
But surprisingly, I didnt feel a bit tired
I kinda like my students this year
Very easy-going and independent

So we decided to catch this show
Heard it has bad reviews
Slow la, boring la...hape la
But..
Lucky, I didnt listen eh?
Its quite entertaining actually
I would have regretted it if I didnt get to catch it at all
Who would wanna miss Richard Gere anyway ;)

nuthin else matters... @ 3:13 AM ::

Wednesday, January 26, 2005

Syafiq is recovering well
Our home has been gloomy ever since he got ill
My parents in law visited him the other day after work
They too...trying to force a smile looking at their beloved cucu
Losing weight and all

There is sumthing special abt Syafiq
He juz knows how to add a smile to ppl's face...brightens their life
I'm not saying that aiman doesnt
But he's juz different
The way his mind works ..pretty unpredictable
Everyday there would be surprises in his responses n words

The way he look at u..
The way he approach u for things..
Make you juz wanna give in to him
I find it hard to refuse him at times
I hope he dun give that look to every girl he meets in future..hehe..

Is it because he's growing faster than what I expect him to be?
Soon enuff they will be off to primary school....and then adolescence
And here I am still thinking he's my little baby that I brought home from KK
It is true isnt it?
The way we hate our parents to treat us like a kid
But now...deva ju!
Its happening again...

Anyways..
I hope tomorrow...he will be ready to go back to school n join his frens

nuthin else matters... @ 1:18 PM ::

Sunday, January 23, 2005

After 3 trips to the clinic
2 bottles of antibiotics
His cough never get better
In fact his fever stay at 39C to 40C in between his medication

I decided to send him to the hospital
And found out that his flu has transformed into pneumonia
Apparently, he got a secondary infection while recovering from his flu
The bugs has conquered his right lung
And since he wasnt in such a bad shape
The doctor did not admit him
He has to come back for a follow-up
And she will admit him then if he shows no improvement
I really hope he will be ok by then

My poor baby...
No school for him again this week

nuthin else matters... @ 10:00 AM ::

Saturday, January 22, 2005

Hubby gotta work today
Poor him
Still sick..but no choice
I wanted to bring Aiman to see the doctor
But sumhow he's ok today
All the extra food he eats
Gave him some extra protection it seems hehhe

By 4pm, the boredom is getting on me
Before I start doing anything stupid
I decided to go out
I sms most my frens..
But sadly, no replies from most of them
Its ok
I understand...
Weekends r the most difficult time..
I knew that too well
But its sad to know that
Because u r always n forever there
Some frens may take u for granted
It seems more fun to do things with fresh faces

Anyway, I went to the library
Borrowed some recipe books n romantic comedies
Walk ard tampines mall...had my overdued lunch
After which I met a fren for while
By then hubby had finished work
And he cheered me up by watching a show with me
Even though he badly wanted to rest in bed
I really hope he will recover before the new week starts again

nuthin else matters... @ 11:58 AM ::

Friday, January 21, 2005

As usual me my family went to my in-laws place
Lucky for me, my parents r staying with me
So all of us juz have to go and gather at one place
Instead of running around

Yesterday, hubby's down with flu
A day after syafiq's fever shot up to 40C
And today its Aiman's turn
Its definitely a new strain thats going around
Somehow giving u that nasty cough
And super long recovery

Anyways, my in-laws catered some food
As hubby's cousins will also come and gather
My sisters in law did the korban
But their kambing is not here yet or wat
Hence scheduled to do the korban on sunday instead

Coincidently, it is also my niece's birthday today
So we got a cake and celebrate it as well
Not a bad day after all :)


The birthday girl turning 5 today




Family photo

nuthin else matters... @ 11:18 PM ::

Thursday, January 20, 2005

Happy 27th Birthday girl
Cam dah lama gitu I didnt wish u that
Hehhehe
But I never forget eh

Anyways...Best Wishes to you
Semoga dipanjangkan umur & Dimurahkan rezeki

nuthin else matters... @ 1:31 AM ::

Wednesday, January 19, 2005

After almost 20 days into January
My mood still has not pick up
The main reason why
The silence in here
Apart from adjusting myself
Being a mum to a school-going kid now

Been going through the papers for job ads
The job market seems to be doing well
Mebbe the only good thing to look forward to in January
I did send out a few resumes
After not doing so for almost a year
I can't bear to leave my kids
To any caregiver
Coz I believe they need me the most at this age
Even though I secretly hope that I'm gonna get one of those jobs
And work till all my bones go brittle hehe

People might say I'm getting complacent staying at home
Only God knows how much work I have to do at home
Apart from doing my part-time job
How happy I am
When my kids achieve sumthing due to my own effort
I was there when they learn their first word, taking their step
How depressing it can be when people view me as the boring housewife
With no fancy clothes or bags to show off
Only have my 2 little rascals to be proud of

Whatever it is..
I can't have the best of everything
If only I can be at 2 places at the same time ;)
I wouldn't even be writing this

Dear God
Please decide the turn of my life in this brand new yr
Whatever it is, I know it is that way for a good reason







nuthin else matters... @ 8:33 PM ::

Monday, January 17, 2005

It has been a week since ju's birthday
And I bet she n frens have been fun in kl for that long too
Kinda lonely without her around hehe

And me...what have I been doing?
Same old routine...
Wake up early in the morning
Getting Syafiq ready for school
Wait for him to come back
Cook simple lunch for him
Help him do homework

By then...it will be almost 4
And its time for me to go for my tuitions
I have started with a few kids last week
They r not ready to have tuitions
Juz as much as I am
Everybody's trying to waste time doing dunno wat
I hope this week would be better

All my evenings soon gonna be occupied
By all these teachings

nuthin else matters... @ 1:26 PM ::

Monday, January 10, 2005

Happy Birthday Tua!!!!
Hhahahaha...

And have a safe trip to KL....

nuthin else matters... @ 1:23 PM ::

Wednesday, January 05, 2005

Syafiq started school today
A day late
He kinda excited being able to go back to school
Though he hated the waking up part
Who doesn't? heheheh

Me being so free nowadays
Decided to accompany him..
And there we are at his school 8am sharp
I hang ard..talk to his new teacher
Watch her teaching skills till ard 9am
After which I proceed to have breakfast on my own
I have got to decide fast
What am I suppose to do for another 2 hrs?
I tried to eat as slowly as possible
And I actually read the whole of Straits Times..

I saw other mothers having breakfast together at Mc D
I just smiled...didnt strike a conversation or watsoever
Mebbe I'm juz lazy...
Or mebbe I juz didn't fit in
I dunno why...
Everywhere I go..
I always hv this fear that I dun fit in
Ever since I was in school

Most mothers look at me like as if I'm too young to have a kid
Sigh...how to look more like a mummy?
Can anyone?..pls advise?
I already wear so decent ok..
But not as dowdy as them laa hahah..

By then its abt 10.30am
And I proceed to fetch Syafiq
I will have to do this again tomorrow..
Once he's ok...I'll arrange a transport to fetch him to and fro

After that, we went to Tampines Mall to have lunch
Actually I kinda enjoy my time spent with him this way
I get to chit chat with him on the bus...and while eating lunch..


nuthin else matters... @ 2:17 PM ::

Monday, January 03, 2005

I used to be quite tough before
Rarely get sick and so on..
But now..sekejap2 sakit
I started with a mild cold on sat
Thot mebbe becoz I stayed out late after so long
Melarat until today
And its getting werst..
Its difficult to breathe
Like as if my whole lung is full of mucus
My mouth tasted horrible
Feels like vomitting man..
Ish...God knows how miserable I'm feeling now

Werst till..
I've got to run errands for my parents today
Instead of getting the rest I needed
I went to HDB Hub, IRAS & POSB...
They r finally selling their house
The long queues and air-conditioning juz add to my misery

Tomorrow..
Same thing...I've got to drop by CPF Board
Then go down to Syafiq's school and enquire abt his nursery
A bit last minute rite?...yeah I know..
Been told that so many times...needn't hear any more...

Sigh...dunno la
Kinda moody nowadays
The wet weather juz adds on to it
Dampened my mood
Definitely not a gd way to start a brand new year



nuthin else matters... @ 11:36 PM ::

Saturday, January 01, 2005

Happy New Year everybody!!!


May all of u be blessed with good health, success, happiness & prosperity in this brand new year....

nuthin else matters... @ 11:32 AM ::