Monday, May 31, 2004
Syafiq's fever got werst on sat
Went up to 39.9 deg Celcius
Brought him to KK in the middle of the night
Doc gave him ibuprofen n his fever subsides
He's getting better now..
But it seems like paracetamol's not werking for him anymore
Needs ibuprofen to lower the temp
Kinda harsh for a kid though
Now its aiman's turn to be down with the flu
He can't sleep, he refused to eat
Keep crying and fusing over dunno wat
Thats the thing with sick babies
They are uncomfortable
But they dunno how to convey that to us
So poor thing
Luckily I dun have any lessons for the next few weeks
I'm abt to enjoy my days at home
But my kids are sick pulak
I hope they r gonna be alrite in a few days time
Then mebbe we can plan more outings with them
nuthin else matters... @ 4:38 PM ::
Saturday, May 29, 2004
Athena
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Woohoo....I bore Achilles...cool!
nuthin else matters... @ 10:33 AM ::
Went to the hen's party yesterday
It was great
Well..I know that hen's party's supposed to to be fun and all
But this is REALLY FUN
I wasn't sure if I wanna go in the first place
Tired from tuition and all
Wasn't prepared with any prezzie
Furthermore I barely knew her other frens
But then again
What the heck
I juz go anyway
Its a once in a lifetime thingie that I shouldnt miss
Come on lah...you wouldnt get your frens inviting you for hen's party everyday, do you?
And so I'm glad that I went
It turns out that I knew some of them in one way or another
3 of them were from Opera Pri
Knew my mother-in-law and all
1 of them were from my pri sch n poly
Even though I never see her around b4
Another 1, she happens to be my hubby's ex's cousin
Another 1...my sec sch mate...same batch summore
Talking abt the world being small
Its really damn small
We had lots of fun till almost 4am
Played truth or dare game
But only truth is involved...no dare
So u can imagine
All sorts of stories came out
Especially when there is a free flow of booze
Fantasies, imaginations..
True-life accounts..
Took lots of photos too
With the brides wearing their little crowns
Oh yes..did I mentioned that there are actually 2 brides
Both getting married on the 5th June
Should have done this during my time
Actually I did think of it
But..once I get busy with the prep and all
I totally forgotten about it
And also its better if a good fren were to plan it all for you
Well..mebbe I dun really have such good frens eh?
nuthin else matters... @ 9:49 AM ::
Friday, May 28, 2004
Syafiq is sick
Down with flu since yesterday
So poor thing
He's losing voice as well
Juz read someone's blog
And how she was saddened by the fact that she's not pregnant
Kids
Marriage life will be boring without them
B4 I got married I used to think they r such a nuisance
Never like kids..
Can't help it..I'm the only kid
I even planned not to have kids so soon
I guess God has other plans for me
Now blessed with 2 hyperactive boys
I wouldnt want to change that for anything else
Now I'm trying hard not to get pregnant again
Coz I want my boys to grow up a little
And also beginning to enjoy some freedom
I still yearn for a girl though
Always imagine how she would look like me and stuffs
Can dress her up in pretty dresses, clips and ribbons
Sigh..not now..
Mebbe one day..
nuthin else matters... @ 1:06 PM ::
It has a while since I last updated eh?
Been busy lately...
With enrichment courses and all..
SO many schools having their round-up sessions this week
Juz b4 the june hols
And also the KL trip has drained every single energy that is left
Somehow it takes ages to replace it back
The age is catching up eh?
Still waiting for my fren to copy the KL pic to show u ppl..
Oh yeah..hubby got me a pair of puma sneakers as anniversary present
Sneakers for anniversary u would say?
well...Thats wat I want
Really
And thats all that matters rite?
Kinda sick of white gold n stuffs
Come to think of it
How much jewelleries can u wear at one time?
Engagement and wedding jewelleries covers all skins that needs to be covered
Anything more, I'll end up looking for mummi jarum
So...I think its enuff for the time being
Got myself a new handphone..
Nuthing fanciful...juz badly in need of one
My obselete N8250 has gone on strike
My first splurge of the year hehe
Still thinking of wat to get for hubby
Mebbe a wallet or a watch or both
Coz he badly in need of both
All the 8 years that we have been together
I've bought him 4 watches
But all kaput already
Dunno wat he do..
one strap pecah
one masuk air
one juz refuse to work
last go MIA during our shifting..
Sigh
Today's my fren's hen nite
I'm invited
Hehehhehe
Some close frens n cousins are planning sumthing for her
Will be held at her couz's condo
Should I get her sumthing?
Or juz get her a wedding present
Since her wedding is next week
Hmmmm
nuthin else matters... @ 12:07 PM ::
Monday, May 24, 2004
I had great time in KL
Couldn't have been better
Somehow everybody complement each other
4 of us r of the same age
With another 2 +/- 5yrs
But still equals to
4 days of happiness
Thanks ppl
But Syed...
Next time drive properly ah
In Malaysia, u are not the king of the road u know
Hehheh..everybody cannot sleep sia
Except for Anna and Yasher who were snoring away
Didn't shop much though
I've retired
Bought some tidbits for my parents n my in laws only
Guess who happy2 shop?
My dearest hubby
He bought jeans, clothes, vcds, cds, clothes for the kids
Haha
Diana and Fazrul
Whom decided to join us on sat
Happy that you decided to forgive and forget in the end
But so sorry abt the Gucci specs that gone MIA
Took loads of photos
Will upload very soon
After they have gone through the censorboard ehhe
nuthin else matters... @ 10:01 AM ::
Thursday, May 20, 2004
Happy Anniversary darling..
You know its easy for me to forgive
Just a sorry and you are forgiven
Even though how much you irritate the hell out of me
You are forgiven
Lets start all over again haha
and
Goodbye peeps...see ya 4 days later..
nuthin else matters... @ 11:50 AM ::
Tuesday, May 18, 2004
Very unhappy with hubby
He also another one
Getting very petty nowadays
Why ah??
What is wrong with these ppl?
I have always been good to them
Willing to do watever for them
As long it makes them happy
But when come to my turn
Nobody cares
Say things pun anyhow oni
Insensitive ppl...
I very kecik hati now ok..
I dun want those shoes already
Dun want to go KL also never mind
Everybody cannot confirm anyways
nuthin else matters... @ 11:10 AM ::
Monday, May 17, 2004
I have enrichment course lesson today
Blardee early in the morning
I was late and barely awake yet
Luckily I wasn't the main trainer...so
Good also laa..
So I can sit back and sleep with my eyes open
Hehehhe
The lesson lasted an hr only
Wear so nice and finally fully awake
I dun feel like going home
Went to my couz's place
Her place has become my second house
Ever since I was given this assignment
To teach in schools at the other end
Thanks Aresah for the hospitality everytime
Today, it seems like we had more fun than ever
We downloaded some songs
Talk abt my childish fren
Really la..
My kid couz behave better sia
Talk abt how stupid guys can be sometimes
Really dumb ass man..
Especially under certain circumstances
Can't stop laffing all the way..
And poor Ameerah
She's on diet
Had to drink this meal replacement drink
Supposedly to have strawberry taste
But she said it taste like crushed paper
She took a hell of a long time to finish it
Met nanie for dinner..
Had another good conversation
Mind stimulation eh?
So that dun become dumb like those guys
Hehhehe
Not bad for the first day of my holiday
Can't wait for KL
3 more days..and KL here I come..
Currently listening to All about loving you by Bon Jovi
Cerrently feeling content
nuthin else matters... @ 11:06 AM ::
Sunday, May 16, 2004
I like that title
Coined by my fren nanie hehe
For someone
And I think another fren also deserved that title
I argued with this fren today
I regard her as one of my best fren
As we had known each other for so long
Share same interest n like similar things
But it seems like the friendship is on the rock now
I dunno why
I always argue with her nowadays
And today its like the ultimatum
I'm shock at the werds she used
And the way she thinks
She's so self-centred n petty
With that kind of attitute
I'm not surprised if she's left with no frens one day
I told her that
And she said I dun need frens n I can survived without them anytime
She thinks so highly of herself
Very sad la
To me
Friends are friends
Once u befriend someone
U cant unfriend that person
Mebbe things change and friends can get drifted apart
But they still will acknowledge each other if they meet rite?
I'm not petty
I can accept ppl for what they are
With flaws and all
I love all my frens
Love them for all their imperfections
They are more interesting that way
Mebbe thats why I dun fall out of friendship
Always on good terms with everybody
She said I got no feelings
Easy to forgive and forget
She said she cant do that
We are humans
We make mistakes all the time
How perfect do u think u are?
That you cant even forgive a fren's mistake
Willing to forgo years of friendship juz for one stupid mistake?
She said she will only keep loyal friends
Friends who dun change sides easily
Come on la...
There are so many types of frens
Some are close, some are loyal
Some are juz frens on the surface
Some are juz acquaintance
Some for fun only
Its up to u to accomodate
The best part is I'm not at fault
I'm not the one who made the mistake
I'm loyal
And why are we arguing?
nuthin else matters... @ 5:08 PM ::
Saturday, May 15, 2004
Hubby wants to go jb
Wanna do his car
Wheel balancing, alignment or watever
I dun understand
And so we went..
Such a hot day..
All I do is wait here, wait there
Very boring
Didnt buy much things also
JUz get some cartoon DVDs for syafiq
Wait till next week
Go KL then can shop till drop hehe
Went to chinabar at night
At last!
Krueger play new songs
Great!
I went with a weird combi group
But we still had so much fun anyway
nuthin else matters... @ 11:50 PM ::
Friday, May 14, 2004
Spend the whole day at Downtown East today
My couz had a chalet
Juz to laze ard n relax
No special occasions or watsoever
Feel like a kid all over again
Reminds me of those days when
My uncle had chalet..
Then we kids had soo much fun
We went swimming
Wanted to cycle but didnt have the time
Then we went to play bowling till almost 11pm
Shiok rite?
No more tuitions
Juz having fun only..
After going back home
Hubby went out to meet his frens
I dun want to stay at home too
Wanted to go chinabar..
But no kakis...very last min
In the end..I went to nanie's place
She also bored at home
So I was like smsing her
Buat penat aje kan
Puas hati jumpa aje senang bebual
Tawt wanna go sumwher n talk
End up going to her pl
Went back ard 2 plus
Gotta work tomorrow!
Luckily she stay nearby only..hehe..
nuthin else matters... @ 12:24 PM ::
Thursday, May 13, 2004
The rock cancelled tuition today
That girl really has attitude prob
Why the nickname?
Coz she juz sit there like a rock for the whole of 2 hrs when I'm teaching her
The only body movements that she can afford
Is to shrug her shoulder n shake her head
Sigh...
Anyway, good fer me also la..
My tuitions end prematurely
One day earlier than expected
Hehhehe
Was talking to my fren abt her wedding juz now
She has started preparing for it
Buying hantaran stuffs and all..
It makes me wunder
What makes someone decided to get married?
Its not easy to live with someone of different characters and background
Its love I guess
Usually its love
Thats driving ppl nuts
And blind u from all flaws
Then mebbe comes the lust
Security..companion
Blah..blah..blah
But all of us are normal ppl
We dun have fairytale marriage
Who live happily ever after
In reality
We have bills to pay
House n car to maintain
Kids summore
Somehow, the love has faded
Priorities change
Things get comfortable
Things are taken for granted
We are going onto a different level
Ppl say...the first 5 years of marriage
Is the most difficult phase
This is when we need to get things established
New house, new baby and so on...
Some ppl say u either make or break it
To me, to break it is not the option here
Watever it is...u must try to make it work
Next week marked my 4th year anniversary
The phase is coming to an end
Been thru shits and stuffs
But all turns out alrite in the end
We made it
More levels to go thru
And I wunder how I will do...
Currently listening to Growing old with you
Currently feeling romantic
nuthin else matters... @ 3:19 PM ::
One last day of tuition
Then I've off for a short break
Yaayyyyy!!!
Having one last lesson with the rock later today
Oh yeah...I forgot to mention
I have nicknames for a few of my tuiton kids hehe
The rock
The 'scientist'
The cassanova
The cedarian
The number 3
And another 3 who will not be named
So far I enjoyed teaching the cassanova n the cedarian alot
We have the chemistry
Abhor teaching the rock n the 'scientist'
Ok mebbe I shouldnt use that werd
I dun really hate la..but I'm juz not motivated with them
The rest are quite alright la
I saw the preview of the movie Troy yesterday
Not a bad show
Thought Brad Pitt didnt suit the role of Achilles
But he's not bad though
And that guy really have great bod :P
nuthin else matters... @ 12:11 AM ::
Tuesday, May 11, 2004
Kinda bored with my old layout
Heheh
Change to a new one
But having some prob with that bikini girl pic
Sometimes ade sometimes takde
How I wish that would be me
Flawless flat tummy
Long endless legs
Well-endowed summore
Anywaysss..
How is it?
Still in the pink mood though hehee
Not too bright this time ;)
Currently listening to I don't wanna know by Mario Winans
Currently feeling happy
nuthin else matters... @ 11:06 PM ::
Monday, May 10, 2004
Roses are red, violets are blue, sugar is sweet, and so are you.
But the roses are wilting, the violets are dead, the sugar bowl's empty and so is your head.
After you, my love, my only prize Would be a bullet between my eyes Of loving beauty you float with grace
If only you could hide your face
I thought that I could love no other
Until, that is, I met your brother
Kind, intelligent, loving and hot
This describes everything you're not
I want to feel your sweet embrace
But don't take that paper bag off of your face
I love your smile, your face, and your eyes --
Damn, I'm good at telling lies!
Every time I see your face
I wish I were in outer space
I saw your face as you walked by
but then I saw a better guy
My darling, my lover, my beautiful wife:
Marrying you screwed up my life
Beauty is on the inside, but some may doubt,
If it's true, I'd prefer you inside out.
What inspired this amorous rhyme?
Two parts vodka, one part lime
I see your face when I am dreaming
That's why I always wake up screaming
My love you take my breath away
What have you stepped in to smell this way
My feelings for you no words can tell
Except for maybe "go to hell"
HAhhaahahaa..
nuthin else matters... @ 12:05 PM ::
Sunday, May 09, 2004
I was so bored yesterday that I tawt I could die
Luckily my couz agreed to meet up with me
Met her in town, she was with chocolate man
Had supper at Long John's
Followed by coffee at Starbucks
Feels like dropping by Chinabar
For a session of Krueger
But both of them were not dress for clubbing
And also not much in the mood for it
At last
They bought tickets for a 2.30am show..
How I wish to join them...but I can't
Coz Im having tuition early in the morn
We had fun talking
Talking abt everybody...
My frens, her frens
Talk abt 'high-class woman'
Talk abt 'sagging armpit' aka 'the merlion'
Hhehee
Then we saw this bapok outside forum
Heshe was scary looking
Looks like snow white's step mother!
And heshe kept calling ppl..
Try to attract guys
I think everybody scared of her ah..
What a nite...
I took cab back home juz b4 they go for their show
Serve me rite for staying out too late yesterday
I could barely keep my eyes open while giving tuition today
And today I have lessons with my 2 werst kids
I spend almost 3 hrs with each of them today
Just to know that they have forgotten everything
Barely ready for exams tomorrow
I really dun know wat to say
One of them dun even know the 3 primary colours
Couldnt even guess the 7 colours of the spectrum
Sigh
Now haf asleep at my in law's place
As usual the cousins all gather here today
To celebrate mother's day
They bought cake
Brought lots of foods
And guess what?
Syafiq did sumthing for me in school
So cute!
Didnt expect him to give me anything
He came up to me and say 'happy mother's day' mama.. and gave me a kiss
:)
Really made my day
I'm wide awake now..heheh..
nuthin else matters... @ 8:44 PM ::
Saturday, May 08, 2004
Looks like the bug is back again
So many ppl I knew
Down with the flu
Very bad case summore
Notorious sore throat
Hmmm
Hubby is sick too
Cant go out today
Boringg~
I wanna go out alone also
No company
Haiz..
Suddenly all my frens r bz
Have plans and all
If not..sick
Must be my bad luck
My niece sms me this today
Its so sweet of her
My kids r too young to do such sweet little things
Well....not yet..
My wish for u
Great start for monday
No obstacles for tuesday
No stress for wednesday
No worry for thursday
Smile for friday
Enjoy for saturday
And
Happy Mother's Day on sunday!!
Sweet rite?
And
I wish all mothers the same too!!
nuthin else matters... @ 7:34 PM ::
Thursday, May 06, 2004
Another week more
Then I'm free
No more tuitions for at least a mth n a half
No more income too
But its ok...
I'm looking forward to those days
Where I can spend all my time at home
Once again
I like working freelance
Like what I am doing rite now
There is a balance in everything
It is not always working
And neglecting your kids
There are times when I have to work hard
And there will be times when Im alsolutely free
Arabic lesson tonite
Its getting very confusing
I didnt revise summore
All my verbs...
All over the place
Vocab also..
Sigh..must make it a point
To revise more arabic when I'm free
Oh yeah..
Hubby wants to bring me to KL
Next 2 weeks
For 5 days
Yayyyy!!
Wish comes true
To celebrate our wedding anniversary summore
And can shop and shop..
:)
nuthin else matters... @ 3:10 PM ::
Tuesday, May 04, 2004
Guess what?
After the rain has stopped
And I am all ready to go
My tuition kid's mum called saying that
His son is not back yet
Haiz~
I can't go out either
Coz I have another tuition at night
And luckily its nearby
Juz walkable distance
From my place
What should I do?
Feels like going to compass point
But I'll end up shopping
Hmmm...
Oh yeah..
Yesterday I met up with 2 good frens of mine
Had dinner together
Can't stop laffing when I'm with them
Very farnie la they all
Bought myself a new charm bracelet
My previous one broke into 4 pieces
And was beyond repair
I shall not explain what happen to it here
Hehhe
And I also bought a pink top
Can't resist it
It soo pink...
And it screams 'Pick me up! buy me!!'
Hehhe
Well..
Juz need a reason to spend
Whats new
Wanted to get a mini denim skirt
But cant find one that fits me well
Hmmm...
Have to go down town la
Then got more choices
nuthin else matters... @ 4:08 PM ::
Its raining damn heavily
Can't hang my clothes out
And
How the hell am I suppose to go for tuition??
Sigh
Panas salah..
Hujan salah...
Its always the extreme case
Either too hot
Or rain too heavily
Nuthing in between
And I am famished...
Arghh...
Thought wanna have lunch first..
But at this rate..I can only go out juz in time for tuition
Currently listening to Unwell by Matchbox 20
Currently feeling content
nuthin else matters... @ 11:48 AM ::
Monday, May 03, 2004
I want to sink my teeth
into your flesh
I want to lose myself
in your hands
When you make love to me
I want you to be gentle
I am scared of getting hurt
But when I make love to you
I want to let go and be a little rough
I would never hurt you
but I want you to be able
to handle a little of my animal-like lust.
Read this sumwher...
Juz wanna share
I like the way it sounds
Very sensual
nuthin else matters... @ 3:29 PM ::
You are a Lady!
Lovely, Devious, Joyful!
You are a woman no man can resist. Coquettish, life is about joy and you will rise high in it.
You are fun-loving, flirtatious, a heartbreaker. You can be manipulative and devious to get your way but it's all part of seeking the best out of life. You are a woman of freedom in every single way. With your spirited nature, grace, and charming ways - you will go far in life.
Which Royalty Are You? Find out! By Nishi.
Erk! No comments...
Never see myself as coquettish though
Hmmm...
nuthin else matters... @ 1:35 PM ::
Sunday, May 02, 2004
3 tuitions each day
From 10am till 8pm
Thats how I spend my weekends
I'm getting more stressed each day
Luckily I dun have enrichment classes for the next 2 weeks
Bcoz of the exams
I've got loads to catch up
To clean up my house
Wash clothes and stuffs
I need to go out
I have not been going out lately
I mean
A proper outing where
I get to laze ard
Eat lunch or dinner leisurely
Chit-chat n drink coffee like there is no tomorrow
Girlfrens..listen up
Lets go out one of these days after the exams yeah?
I badly in need of a retail therapy
And badly need to bitch
Hehhehee
Told hubby I wanna go KL by end of this mth
Need a break
Juz a weekend will do
I'll b more than happy
Oh yeah..I managed to catch Dawn of the Dead
Juz an ok-ok movie
Wasn't so keen to watch
But hubby already got the tics
Would have prefered a romantic comedy
Sumthing like 50 first dates
Currently listening to Here Without You by 3 Doors Down
Currently feeling romantic
nuthin else matters... @ 10:06 PM ::
