Wednesday, September 28, 2005

I have not been blogging for quite a while
Coz I dun see the need to do so

Moods have been up n down
All sorts of things bother me nowadays
Once I dreamt that I'm all alone in the whole wide world
No other homosapiens around
It causes me to wake up crying
Coz it feels so real
Reminds me of my real life

Abdominal cramps come n go
It is there to remind me that I've overworked myself
Which sumtimes I see as a good indicator
For me to stop watever I'm doing
And have a rest

I feel slightly better today
Coz its the last day of school
Yes..finally, its over for me

And juz another 2 more weeks
Most tuitions will end
And time for me prepare
My baby stuffs
For hari raya
And also for delivery


And another phase of my life is about to begin



For those tuitees who came to my place for tuition
Thank you so much

nuthin else matters... @ 10:53 AM ::

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

I juz realised that I have not been blogging for almost 2 weeks
Thot that I might have some free time during the 1 week holiday
It seems not
I was busier than ever
I have school assignment from tue to thur
Plus my tuitions...make-up lessons...
I was like working full-time and do OT at the same time

A few more weeks till exams
Then I can have my rest till the end of the my pregnancy

Since I have entered my 3rd trimester
I'm starting to feel tired more easily
And sleepy most of the time
Juz like my 1st trimester
Body aches starting to set in
Now not only on my back
But has spread to my thighs, legs and feet
Everynite I have elevate my legs in order
To sleep comfortably
Not exactly comfortable..but almost there

I know that my entries still sounds as whiny
But I can't help as I'm in the midst of misery now
I get irritated easily nowadays
Even at the slightest thing
The sight of a lizard on my wall..
Or a t-shirt folded wrongly..
Can put me in a bad mood for days

nuthin else matters... @ 10:39 PM ::

Monday, September 05, 2005

I dunno whats the best arrangement for me at the moment
I juz dun like the way the previous generations handling my kids
The methods employed by both my parents and in-laws
Are like the North and South poles of the magnet
Call me fussy...I shall let you try facing them everyday
And then decide for yourself..heh

Both my boys turned out differently, influenced greatly by the caregiver
Now at the verge of having the 3rd kid..
I'm at loss
Would a child-care centre or a maid be a better solution?
Or quit pursuing what I wanna do and take care of them myself?

nuthin else matters... @ 10:59 AM ::

Thursday, September 01, 2005

I've gotten loads of chocolates today
Thanx to some of my students
Your little gestures really made my day
It feels good to be appreciated
Even though its juz for one day

Went to visit Shayussri today
She and her handsome lil' Isaac
So cute and fragile
Looking at the baby..
It makes me realise
That my time is near too
Once again..
I've got to go thru labour pains
Stitches, urut, bengkung
Sleepless nights
Taking turns for night feeding
Which formula and which pampers?

I'm 7 months already
Some ppl say big, some say still small n cute
Watever it is, the pregnancy complaints are juz as the same
Getting tired so easily is a daily thing
I can't wait for the exams to be over
So that I can rest at home
While waiting for my turn

nuthin else matters... @ 11:55 PM ::